♥ perfectly sugar

2012-01-07T23:11:00.002+08:00

心寒。

2011-09-20T13:16:00.001+08:00

WOW! many things happened recently and i almost forgot about this little site :( came back for a look and it's like.. home sweet home!

2011-05-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

just took a look at those 'vain' photos of me a few years ago and i felt SOOO childish! wth! i was so 'lala' kind yuckk. maybe this is one of the stage of life? HAHAHA

DONE!

2011-03-21T04:18:00.000+08:00

finally got the homework done and had a little sense of accomplishment! :D

drowning!

2011-03-21T01:34:00.001+08:00

drowning in a sea of newspapers and loads of words! :X

2011-03-09T16:52:00.001+08:00

I just want to get some sleep. when I get up I hope its just a nightmare.

2011-03-04T18:23:00.002+08:00

wow watched I Am Number 4 today :) quite a nice movie. I wonder what is it like if I heve a boy with super powers :P

2011-01-14T16:06:00.001+08:00

yay! no more teeth extractions for me ^^v this will be the last tooth i have to get rid of! :D

2010-12-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

thank God! its our big day :D

teeth extractions DO make me crazy!

2010-12-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

having braces is a happy thing because that means im going to say goodbye to my 'cute' smiles! but before that having teeth extracted is such a PAINFUL thing!! its been three days and my missing tooth still gives me A LOT of troubles! i cant eat well and i can neither talk well!! yeeesh! and it makes me look like im placing a sweet in my mouth 24 hours! i can even feel my pulse on my cheeks! ahahaha whats more it secretes some kind of sour juice in my mouth eww!

ow!

2010-09-30T20:45:00.006+08:00

i saw a bird on the floor. and then i picked it up. theres loads of blood on his head :( i hold it for an hour looking at it. he used his claws to scratch the injured part ouch! that was so damn painful! i took a piece of tissue and put it around his head. oh yeah. he cant scratch it anymore. time for tuition. i hesitated whether should i put it back to the nest or take care of it. and at last i brought it to my grandma's house. i put it in a container and left it there 'sunbathing'. i went tuition. i got home again and this time i found it stiff. he's DEAD!! how sad. what a pity little bird :( i buried him somewhere inside the ground. rest in peace birdy :( anyways, its so nice to receive concern from a friend :D

what a.. coincidence!!

2010-09-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

my sister said she dont quite remember mr. x's face today. she asked me how did him look like while she was reading newspapers. i simply pointed to a man in the paper and said 'that looks just like mr.x!' she read the article and wulala!! that was really mr.x! oh my my.

i'm a monster!!

2010-09-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

cupcakes cupcakes!!
I want more cupcakes!
I'm a cupcake mmonster! *sigh*

happiiee birthday to me!!

2010-02-01T21:35:00.004+08:00

'sweet fifteen!' woohoo im OLDER :( but also the first year i had so many BIG BIG presents XD

thanks everyone hoho too many to write -.- so dont write better but thanks zhu lian gor gor for his huge huge fee fee and thanks sing yee for the pretty pretty card :) and EVERYONE EVERYONE! SORRY if i didn't mention about YOU =.= okay, story time :)

my first present was the piece of oreo cheese from daph XD

the second present i got. from my nine years' best friend! SHARON

and then i got a very nice key chain from jj! but i forgot to take photo of it =.= sorry :(

yoshiko passed this to me when im in class :) from wei nei XD

and..

during recess! a big big box from my dear friends! what's inside?

fee feeeee!!! and inside..

hershey's!!

and a milk teddy wallet! but i forgot to take its photo too -.-

at night..

my birthday dinner at siameseee
the what? chicken? with smelly cheese -.-
and pineapple fried rice.. NICE!
and loads loads more!
and this huge huge fee fee is from my dearrr darling XD
it is HUGE isn't it?

happiie handsome sixteen! XD

2010-01-29T20:07:00.002+08:00

handsome sixteen man! unforgetable day with you hahaha stay happiie everyday just as yesterday :D

Food Sale

2009-10-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

food sale today.
sooo tired
sleep late late
wake up early early
then need to wear costume
hot dao..
but all our cookies were sold out! XD
at least our efforts aren't wasted
haha
funny incident in the end of food sale
jia yee lost her blender
and they said that it was threw into a big rubbish bin
it was full of rubbish!
then ah di and jack followed the aunty
who wanted to 'pour' away those rubbish
they surprised us when they got the blender back =.=
woohoo
one more day to go home!~ XD

The Fantastic 5 appreciation BBQ~

2009-09-23T20:46:00.011+08:00

today's the appreciation BBQ!
but not everyone presented T.T
its fun but took a long time to start the fire
whats more
their hands became black because of the charcoal
thanks ah hui, ah then, boon how n jia yee xD
then started to 'pengkang'
soon
they started another fire
its more convenient
thanls kit how for helping to 'pengkang' :D
thanks kho peng n cher for the pants~
thanks jim for the slippers~
like i didnt prepare for this bbq haha
borrow this borrow that
eat eat eat~~
almost 5
we went to the seaside and played sand
then went to the breakwater
it was so much fun!
watching the waves
and for a few times
they got wet by the waves XD
as for me
i had photos of the waves--non-stop -__-
and i found someone who has the same interest with me
haha
guess who?
it's ah bong
everyone left the breakwater
and played in the sea
only the two of us
just shoting shoting and shoting =.=
too soon
i had to go home dy T.T
cant bear to leave the beach!
the same line
I LOVE THE SEA~!
XD thanks EVERYONE~~
P.S line si beh slow~will upload other photos tomorrow~sorry~

ah then~
she's cute!

black hands

same same

cute eyebrows >.<

jeff

khun yee

he lent me his slippers XD

he's VERY tall

kia tze

GROSS!!!

ken ken

lao er

ah di

kitty!

sing yee~

mr jiahan

black rose

min yee

cher

siew hui

thanks for the pants XD

jia chee

guess who's this?

balls!!

seroius~

you guys are tall

by me!

The Fantastic 5

2009-09-14T22:00:00.006+08:00

these are my group members!

The Fantastic 5 :D

i love them!

miss you all so so so much~

Number 1 [ah tao]

Name : boon how

Description : he is humourous and loves drums SOOO much! he LOVES to knock the tables

as though they were drums =.=he's also a lion dance member xD he is also the best

leader -^^- he's nice~

Code Number : D1

Number 2 [lao er]

Name : hie wei

Description : he's white and looks like a cute panda. sometimes he argues with kheng kheng

=.= he's the CEO in drama cause he looks like one xD he's always the one who

brings the bandages -^^- he's nice too

Code Number : D2

Number 3 [lao san]

Name : kheng suan

Description : he's vain and always saying himself handsome xD sometimes we call him kheng

kheng sometimes ken. he's in the same class with me and he's funny =] he is also the ken ken YELLOW page!

Code Number : D3

Number 4 [lao si]

Name : rachel

Description : she's the smallest one among us. body size and also her age xD she's also known

as cher =.= when they go esplanade she got bitten by sand flies. then she got a

lot of lump-watery-like things on her hands and she LOVES to scratch them

until they burst! aw!

Code Number : D4

Number 5 [reserve]

Name : yeeting

Description : she's crazy at all times. she had already stepped almost all of the tables in A class.she calls herself sugar [vain] and always complain for folding bandages xD she's not nice :3

Code Number : D5

im sorry!

2009-09-13T22:54:00.004+08:00

iyysssshhhh!

this stupid network

wasted my two and a half hours on it!

quite sorry for jeffery

the guy on the right in this photo haha

he waited for two and a half hours just to see this photo

paiseh ah jeffery T.T

BIG DAY [Day Three]

2009-09-13T20:32:00.030+08:00

it's the last day T.T
time flies!
we had only team test today
jiayee's group so sat xD
they got the best team test award=]
after the team test
there's about two hours break
faint~
nothing to do in two hours
so they decided to play games xD
played God, killer and human
we had so much fun :D
we all became so close haha
and then suddenly time flies again
we were called to go back into hall
and wait for ms suriati
kit how's so funny
he wad the 'speaker' today xD
gosh
boon how knew im scared of snakes
and he wanted to throw the fake one on me
luckily it didnt land on me
muahahaa
and here comes the result
we were all surprised
and i cried =.=
cher even worse
cried like she got the last place lol
we took a lot of photos xD
thx kit how n jiahan for helping me to take these photos~
results:

UNIFORM INSPECTION : GROUP F
FOOTDRILL : GROUP D
QUIZ BEE : GROUP B
RELAY : GROUP B
COMMUNITY BASED : GROUP D
CULTURAL SHOW : GROUP B
TEAMTEST : GROUP G
LEADER : LOW BOON HOW

2ND RUNNER UP : GROUP G
1ST RUNNER UP : GROUP B
CHAMPION : GROUP D

MR Leon
MR Jason
MS Siew Ying

MR Howard

MR Appleman

the best team test

SL~~

Group B!

playing~

MS Sing Yee

see the snake on the mic

first runner up

formal

informal

Group A~

Group B~

Group C~

Group D~

OMG Boon How!

Group E~

Group F~

Group G~

alvin

nathan n jiahan

kit how the speaker~

kit how wanted us to kiss the trophy =.= copy olympic winners

jie en n miie

cher n jie en

hie wei n jie en

kheng kheng n jie en

boon how n jie en

hie wei n miie

miie n ken

buddies

>.<

see his hand on her sholder!

ah chio

kheng kheng n boon how

jiahan n me

jiahan n cher

they're in same class =.=

ugly background

hie wei n cher

that's his xD

both are his

cher n ah bong

miie n ah bong

singing~

preetty sam

tian hwa n jeffery

BIG DAY [Day Two]

2009-09-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

hmm
almost spent my whole day at hq
went there at 7am then go home for one hour in the afternoon
and then went to hq again until 9.30pm
we had quiz bee first
wahh
we had almost half correct only T.T
and then relay
bandaging relay quite okay
but immo
ooh noo we did 6 only
then scenario
ahahahaa
we just blurt everything out that we thought of
and there's a station asking about AIDS and HIV
kheng kheng even told them how to use a condom
that makes me think of jia yee xD
when im home
RUUUSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH
this is only what i can think of to describe
and then went hq again
soo hot!
we made a huge car
and the cardboard's so hard to cut
used a lot of time on it ah
luckily kit how's there
at least with him its not boring haha
this is his new 'slogan' : 应该笑咩?
coolzz and he loves to pura calling people
then mention someone's name who is in front of him =.=
he's going to be an engineer soon luu
jiayoux kit how!
back to topic =.=
here comes cultural show at night
we were the first group!
oooh so nervous that i almost cry
but bu chuo xia la
my voice is too soft xD
the judges said that ending is touched ahaha
other groups very geng oo

and a big THANK YOU to jiahan he's done a lot of help!

thanks thanks thanks =]
last day tomorrow le
quite she bu de T.T
team test---the highest marks de section
jiayou lah everyone!
nighty nitez :]

my cute cute team members

quiz bee

MR Leon

kho peng oo

this is jia yee's gruopus!

comments

jack and his members

serious

MR future engineer~

see his boobs

this is MISS kee lee!

MR Smart jiahan

BIG DAY [Day One]

2009-09-11T20:52:00.004+08:00

first of all there's the uniform inspection.
i guess we stood for about half an hour under the big big sun
someone even vomited =.=
whats even worse
a judge stepped on the vomit 'thingy'
and he doesnt know at all
then we had our foot drill
we did our best le gua?
at least still ok la
then boon how was the commander again for personal drill
wow
soo lucky!
and hie wei was the 'commanded'
they did quite well
when they got back to their seats
here comes the funny thing
kheng kheng said iloveyou to hie wei so loudly
and then ru peng who was beside our group
look at him strangely
ahahaha
they are so cute =.=
that's all for now
continue tomorrow xD
jiayou everyone :D

2009-09-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

finally
competition is here
im going now! =.=
wish me luck
buaixx

i'm sorry snail!

2009-09-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

i killed 2 snails today!
i saw two of them lying on the grass,
with their long long necks poking out.
i picked up the paper they're sticking to and shook it.
one fell down on the grass and i took the another one away,
and shook it on the road (crazy girl)
and then
it loose it's grip and fell on the road.
meanwhile,
a transparent-bluish-sticky liquid came out from it's shell.
ohhh nooo!
it's dead.
just like that.
sorry little snail!

感动! :3

2009-08-31T22:01:00.003+08:00

今天看到了一篇故事.
超感动的~
你们看~
> 小時候坐爸爸開的車~~
> 長大..坐男朋友開的車.覺得很幸福..很快樂...坐在副駕駛坐..可以不用注意路況..可以一邊補妝一邊哼歌..可以不用擔心停車位..可以不用擔心車子髒了..要保養了...
> 9年來..我是像公主一樣被寵愛著..被保護著..
> 台北的公車..台北的捷運對我來說..只是一個名詞..
> 我從來不用擔心我的交通.不論上班下班.逛街
> 回老家.我都是他接送的.我真的覺得很幸福..
> 朋友也都說我真的很好命車~是他教我懂ㄉ..改裝是他告訴我..什麼是避震器..為什麼要保養.
> 他說車子是大老婆.我是小老婆..記得當時我還吃醋..他笑著說沒有車車這樣載你.你怎麼皮膚這麼白.你怎麼都不用擔心風吹雨淋...所以我跟他一起愛上車了....和他一起改裝車.和他一起去跑山道.
> 坐他開的車.就算跑到時速250了再快.我也不怕..18歲那一年...他說.貝~去考駕照吧..我說為什麼..他說可以拿來抵扣紅單阿..
> 我說不要~~他說..其實.假如有一天我沒辦法再接送妳時..
> 妳一定要學著獨立.學會自己開車.自己照顧自己.我賴在他的懷中撒嬌說..你用永遠也不會丟下我..接送我是你一輩子的責任..
> 可是..被他逼著~我還是? 了開車.
> 當我10分鐘路考全過時..他還笑著說..有偷學我的功夫唷１８歲的我．考到了駕照了.說真的.我的生活並沒有什麼改變.生活依然是這樣.
> 他依然載我逛街.載我上下班.駕照對我來說.沒有任何用途.
> 頂多如他所說拿去抵扣紅單.很多人都說．
> 妳都依賴他載．沒有他載妳怎麼辦？而且他都這樣管你管ㄉ這麼嚴．又這麼緊．妳都沒關係喔？我總是覺得這是屬於我得幸福．即使再沒自由．我也甘之如飴．而他．也把我當成他的責任．我們對彼此是把對方當成責任般．我不能沒有他他也不想失去我．他覺得照顧．接送女友．是男人都要做責任．我覺得陪著他去跑山道．幫他一起改車．改音響．是比我的工作還重要工作．
> 因為他熱衷改車．．我也跟著喜歡車．
> 我喜歡搜集香水．他每２個月送一罐香水給我．．我們在朋友們的眼中是這麼的幸福．９年來始終如一日．．．
> 我們都沒有變心過．也許有爭吵．也許也會為了小事生氣．但我們．真的真的很愛對方．這麼相愛．我想連上天都會妒嫉吧．．去年過年時．．他開車一路飆往金山的方向．坐他的車從來不會怕．
> 因為我真的全心全意的相信他．到了金山海邊．很冷．他要我坐在暗暗的海邊．叫我閉上眼．他說．要送我一樣東西．
> 我本來想．應該是香水吧．
> 當我睜眼時．我真的傻住了．．．．．一整排的硬皮鯊一起開頭燈．刺的我眼睛睜不開．他從車隊走像我．．．．．我想我這一生忘不了那種景像．他沒有浪漫的問我要不要嫁給他．他只說．這是我的求婚．妳已經是我老婆．今生今世．我們要一起到老．．．好不好．
> 我沒有說話．只是拼命傻笑．．點頭．．．
> 別人用鑽戒求婚．我男友．用車隊來感動我．
> 那天有將近２０台硬皮煞．都綁著愛心的氣球．我們就這樣跑了金山．林口．北海岸．我想也只有他求婚不忘呸車．．．．．
> 如果．．．如果．．．那天我們不去小硫球玩我．．
> 我想我現在應該是一個無憂無慮的家庭主婦吧．．．．
> 就在我們拍完婚紗照．準備過完年結婚時．．我們答應了朋友的邀約一起去小硫球玩．他笑著說．我們先渡蜜月．帥吧．．因為他的車我們結婚時要當禮車．所以當時下高雄褡船．我們不是開自己的車．
> 我們是坐朋友開的四門喜美．沿路大家說說笑笑．
> 到休息站．換我男友開時．他朋友讓我坐前坐．平常我坐他車．我都不繫安全帶的．那天．．他做了一個很奇怪的舉動．
> 他幫我繫安全帶．．．．．．．．
> 他笑著說．．綁著．．不要傷到我兒子．．
> 沒錯．．．．．當時我已經懷孕１個多月了．．．．．
> 你知道嗎?懷有自己最愛的人的孩子是多麼多麼的快樂….
> 而這個孩子對我們來說又是這麼這麼的珍貴……
> 我永遠記得當我告訴他，我懷孕時發生的事情…….那天..我們跟車隊要去跑山道…要去九份烤肉……路很小條..
> 他要跟著前面的車彎來彎去.所以他開的很專心..
> 老公~今天媽媽中午煮海鮮粥.，我吃一點就吐了ㄟ……
> 他很專心開車連看都沒有看我一眼…> 喔~那有沒有吃胃藥
> 可是我覺得，不是胃不舒服> 喔~那明天再帶你去看醫生..
> 而且….我那個2個月沒來了……
> 喔~那個沒來~~也會吐喔~
> 不是啦~~老公我懷孕了…………………..
> 喔~~你懷孕了….懷孕~~什麼!!!你懷孕了.!!!
> 他突然猛力的煞車…………我只聽到ㄍㄧ……碰~~~~~
> 沒錯…後面的撞上來了………………
> 哭爸唷~~你煞車幹麻……..他朋友走到我們的車旁…….
> 我只見他傻傻的跟他朋友笑著說…我老婆懷孕了~~~~也許你們會覺得…女友懷孕沒什麼，但是對我們來說，這本來是不可能的任務.因為我的體質關係，卵子一直不容易受精，所以即使9年來我們從來沒避孕過，
> 但我卻一直沒有懷孕，也因為他是獨子，所以曾經一度為了我不孕的事情，我難過的想分手，他卻認真的告訴我，沒有孩子有沒有孩子的好，要一起走一輩子的人是妳，其他的，沒關係!
> 所以在我們的心中，這孩子是老天爺恩賜給我們的結婚禮物懷孕之後，產檢時，醫生告訴他我子宮壁比較薄要注重安胎，所以，他不准我上班，不准我穿任何有跟的鞋子，不准我吃巧克力，不准我用跑的下樓梯，甚至不准我看電視，又加上我孕吐的嚴重，吃什麼吐什麼，沒有變胖，反而更瘦，他就帶我去吃任何我想吃得東西，連假日車隊約要去跑山道，他都只是載著我慢慢開，我知道他真的很期待也很重視這個孩子，我們因為相愛而結婚，結婚前又剛好懷孕，一切都是這麼的美好，美的讓我覺得很像做夢般，很怕醒來就不見…..
> 那天~~~~在上路之前他說，繫好安全帶…不要傷到我兒子…
> 還用一件外套蓋著我得肚子，再繫上安全帶…….我笑笑的告訴他，不會啦，他還要出來跟你一起賽車…………..因為，他朋友的車是新車，什麼都沒改，他朋友就要他操一下那台車，看看可以到多少啦!!我男友起皺眉頭說，真的要？不要啦!!都沒改，危險啦!!
> 不會啦!拜託!ㄍㄧ一下啦!
> 吼~煩~~~~
> 坐他的車我不怕，不只是因為他的技術我很放心，
> 更加上，我們的車所有的安全性的東西我們都改的很好，但是坐在別人的車，雖是他開的，但是我一想到連避震器都沒換，有一點擔心，
> 我握了一下他的腳，他微微笑著說，跑一段而且，沒關係，他油門一踩，我看著時速表150.~160.170.180.200整台車都晃的非常嚴重，
> 我說~老公~~不要，當他放油門時，他朋友，? o說再ㄍㄧ，
> 而且手還伸到排擋桿這，往後拉一擋，車子突然暴衝，
> 前面又突然切出一輛車，他閃避不及，方向盤往右拉..，車子失控，撞上分隔島，再彈出來，….後面的車又追撞上來就翻車了…我們車頂朝下..在地上滑行約100公尺，我看著地上，鋼板摩擦地面，
> 擦出火花，玻璃火花~都往我的臉飛過來…嘴裡，想喊他的名字，卻怎麼也發不出聲音，碰的一聲，車撞回分隔島終於停了下來…車子在極大的碰撞下.之後….終於停了下來~~~有坐過360度的嚇嚇叫嗎?在到最頂端的時候，人會懸在半空中，
> 屁股離開椅子，只靠著安全扣，?
> T定著，當時我就是這樣被吊在位子上，我想出聲喊他，但是胸懷的安全帶勒的緊緊的，好痛好痛，只能微微的發出一點聲音，
> 老公~救我….
> 貝!!!沒事吧~他一邊說一邊伸出手來握著我的手，
> 好痛~~~~
> 不怕不怕~我在這邊……他把我的安全帶鬆開，因為是倒吊著的關係，安全帶一鬆開我的腳就跪在滿是碎玻璃車頂上
> 啊~好痛……他握住我的手，我看著他用力的踢著車門，但是門都變型了，當然沒法開，他改踹玻璃，玻璃一下就被他踹破，他先爬了出去，因為我的腳早已沒力，他伸出手把我拖了出去，一出車子，他立刻扶我站起來，往安全的地方走，
> 握著他的手，我感覺的到他也在發抖，我也在發抖，
> 我虛弱的說~老公，我好怕……
> 他更用力的握緊我的手，沒事了，我在這邊，沒事了…….
> 可是才沒走幾步路，我感覺到我的下腹部，隱隱做痛，
> 老公….我肚子好痛………
> 他馬上扶我坐在路邊，
> 肚子痛~~很痛嗎??他擔心的用手摸著我得肚子，
> 等等唷~救護車馬上來…..他緊緊把我抱在懷中…..，
> 警察不久知後，趕到，有傷者嗎?警察大聲的問
> 有…我老婆懷孕了，她肚子很痛，快救她，快……等救護車的過程中，我的肚子越來越痛，他一直握著我不停的說，沒事的，你們都會沒事的，看著他蒼白，擔心的臉，我努力的咬緊牙根，對他點點頭，給他一個虛弱的微笑，救護車一到，他把我抱上擔架床上，自己也一起上了救護車，
> 一路上緊握著我的手，他緊張得對一旁的急救人員說，她剛懷孕1個多月醫生說，還不是很穩定，你們一定要救她跟孩子，
> 急救人員熟練的在我的臉上套上氧氣照，
> 我看著他擔心的樣子，忍不住流下了眼淚，他一見我哭，
> 他更是握緊我的手，低下頭靠在我的手上?
> A對不起，對不起，我不應該開這麼快，對不起….當他的頭一抬起來，我看見他哭了，眼淚從他的眼中流了下來，在一起9年來….他從來沒流過一滴眼淚，甚至陪他去參加他爺爺喪禮，他都沒哭過，現在看著他為我掉淚，我的心好疼，好疼，我難過的搖搖頭，伸出手，幫他擦去了淚水…一路上我不段默念著觀世音菩薩的佛號，我只乞求讓我肚子裡的胎兒能夠安全沒事；
> 一到醫院，他們就把我推進了急診室，他的手都沒放開過，但是一進手術室，護士說對他說，你不能進去，他才放手，我看著他，他看著我，一定沒事的，貝!你一定沒事的这是他在我盡手術室時他跟我說的最後一句話，不知道為什麼，我覺得很害怕，
> 比剛剛翻車時更害怕，當醫生，在檢查之後，他告訴我，妳已經流產了，我還來不及說什麼，麻藥就打進我身體，
> 後來，我就不醒人事了……………當我醒來後，貝~貝~~~耳邊傳來…一個女人的聲音，我睜開眼，看見是他姊姊，
> 姊姊~~阿仁勒?我看了看周圍，他姊姊哭著說…快走~~他快不行了…他在等妳….快去看他…….
> 她姊姊把我扶起來坐在輪椅上…….
> 我愣了一下……
> 誰快不行了…..姊你說什麼…阿仁快不行了…..他胸腔破裂.肺部大量出血…快不行了…一直吐血…
> 他在等妳…快去看他………
> 我一句話也說不出來…….
> 一到加護病房，他父母都已經在一旁，傷心難過的哭………我一過去他身邊….我真的不敢相信..我眼前的事實……………
> 他的鼻孔插著管子…嘴角不斷的流血…..
> 牽起了他的手…老公..老公…….不要嚇我..不要嚇我…..
> 他聽到我的聲音.睜開眼睛，他也回握著我的手…
> 對不起…..貝.!!我沒有保護好你跟寶寶….對不起………
> 不要..沒有… 不是你的錯..你不要這樣說……貝!!對不起~~我撐不住了，沒辦法再照顧妳……妳一定要乖乖的…活著，
> 我們改約下輩子再在一起，我再補償妳，
> 他痛苦的說這句話時，我的心都快碎了，我不要!!你說你要載我一輩子的，你答應我永遠不會拋棄我的，
> 洪富仁，你說話要算話，不能丟下我…………你給我起來!!
> 老婆~~對不起~~~~~~~~~!!..... 我…..愛……你………
> 這一句話就是他留給我了最後一句話……………….後來，我問醫院的醫生…醫生說他根本是用意志力在支撐，因為他根本沒有繫安全帶，
> 撞擊時，胸口猛烈的撞到方向盤，肋骨斷裂刺入肺部，其實他當然應該是痛的不行，但是他撐著，還抱我上擔架，還一路上陪我到醫院，
> 直到我盡手術室他才吐血，昏倒在地上，我知道，他只是要我不要擔心他，他只希望我們的孩子留住……雖然他以前都會罵我，他做錯事從不道歉，但是我知道，真的知道……他有多愛我…………這場車禍，奪走了我最愛的男人，也奪走了我們的孩子，辦完他的後事，我住在我們兩人以前的房間，好像一切都沒改變，我總覺得他只不過出去了，等等就會回家，
> 看著他的衣服，他得電腦，我都以為這一切不過是場惡夢…
> 等等他就會出現在身邊，說…老婆~~不怕我在這邊……
> 我開始活在過去的回憶中，我躲在房間，不吃不喝，
> 一直看著我們的婚紗照，看他寫給我的字條，我把他天堂遊戲中的人物開著，就好像他還在我身邊，我只是不斷的睡覺，
> 因為我想他會回來我身边?但是他一直沒來，我總會哭濕了枕頭，我一直告訴他，我在等你，等你回來…………一個多月過去了，因為眼淚留太多我的眼睛已經不能再被強光刺激，我開始想，你不來找我，我就去找你，於是我開始想尋死……割脕，服藥，我真的很想死，我真的很想跟他去，我開始恨他，為何帶走我們的孩子，丢我一人孤拎拎的在這個世界上，好幾次，我總是很像快要看見他了，
> 卻又被一雙手給拉著，那是我父母的手…當我自殺，醒來在醫院時，媽媽總是在我的身邊難過的流淚，我告訴她，媽..對不起，但是，我真的需要他…，
> 媽媽難過的說，我就妳一個女兒，你走了，我要靠誰……爸爸，把我接了回家，朋友們經常來看我，要我去外面走走，很快半年過去了，我仍然常常回他家，整理我們的房間，整理他的車子，有一天，我在他家吃飯時，我告訴他媽媽，我想嫁他，我要跟他一輩子，他媽媽，流下眼淚，說..阿仁..交到你這個女朋友，就算為了保護你而死，他也甘願，
> 隔天，我們在他的靈堂前，擲茭問他，可是，都是沒茭…….我和他媽媽，都傻掉了，為什麼….為什麼你不娶我，你不是愛我的嗎?
> 為什麼………當我從早上問到晚上都沒有結果時，
> 我哭倒在他的靈前，你怎麼捨的留我這麼痛苦，
> 我一個人坐在漆黑的房間裡，哭個不停，我真的好需要你，以前你的世界就是我的世界，你走了…..要我怎麼活下去…..忽然…..有一種溫暖的感覺…攏照著我的身體……我抬起頭……是他…..他把我抱在懷中…
> 傻瓜…..我一直沒走我一直在妳身邊..只是你看不見..你要勇敢走下去….你越勇敢我才越開心…
> 我在這邊和我們的兒子一起守護著妳，當你的保? 腄A寶貝…不是我不娶你...是我們早已是一體，妳的手，我會永遠的握著…
> 你不孤單的知道嗎?老公….我也要和你在一起…….我們一家三口在一起…我不要一個人.....，
> 我緊緊的抱著他 …他抬起我的頭….笑著說，不行，你要照顧爸爸媽媽，還有我們的車子阿…..
> 還有我們的狗狗，還有我最愛的人阿…….
> 誰 ??………妳阿…就是妳自己…..答應我勇敢一點….我沒有走……我在你身邊….永遠…..
> 不要…..老公..不要走……………………我一睜開眼…..原來是我的夢…….但是那種感覺真的好熟悉，他真的來過了，在我的身邊
> 老公….我答應你.我會勇敢…….
> 因為我知道你在我的身邊，你一直在守護著我 …….
感动咧?

national baby!

2009-08-30T23:25:00.001+08:00

yes.
i'm talking about you.
dear hien.
muahaha~
touched or not?
post specially for you ah!
HAPPIIE BIRTHDAY~~

TRAINING

2009-08-28T22:40:00.005+08:00

the fourth-day training in my holidays!
we've got one perfect idea for the show~~
excited XD
there's no electricity in my area again T.T
so
i went for a walk.
and guess what?
i found a LIZARD's dead body--
with it's empty eye sockets!
yuucckkk!!
oh yes.
i saw him today.
hoho
and now fighting my dear sharon with TJS on FFS muahahaha!

it's complicated =)

2009-08-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

heh,
my mood's complicated today.
early in the morning,
i was told that the food fair was canceled.
what the!
we made the cookies until 9.30pm last night and now,
its going to be a waste.
haihhh!!
then i went to sharon's house again.
her sister's teeth has a trouble with it!
lame =='
i wanted to go huai en tonight but at last went mei ann lor.
people who attended can almost be counted with your fingers.
and it ended so early.
i went halo and there's boys singing there.
owh it was soo nice!!
i love it!
hope i'll get another chance to listen them singing next time =)

a-week-holiday

2009-07-28T19:36:00.004+08:00

it's said that someone in our school was confirmed with h1n1.
and so we've got a week hoilday.
quite boring xia.
don't know what to do for a week. =='
but we're so lucky today!
we went back later than the others and we went canteen.
pity canteen.
it's so empty with loads of food!
anyone who sees it surely will say 'wow'.
there's a 'JUMBO sale'.
we bought a packet of rice and we can get whatever we want!
vege, meat and everything!
woohoo!~
imagine it.
rm 2 for a meal which makes you feel soo full
and rm 5 for one big packet of chicken wings!
wahahahaa!
my friends took away loads of food =='
quite fun de lar xD

happiie burpday~

2009-07-16T22:05:00.003+08:00

its graceie's birthday the day after tomorrow and we celebrated with her today.
and celebrated lydia's too.
haha.
we thought it's a perfect-surprise-plan.
but we failed cause lydia knows about it.
she said she guessed so. TT.
we bought a cake from ma baker.
but it was full there.
then we went the castle lor.
luckily there's empty seats. =]
and then we all sang the birthday song.
even the others who's having lunch there.
xD.
both of them were so so so shy!
we took photos but i cant upload them.
don't know why like this. TT.
and then i went training again.
im the number 5 woohoo!~
and the most important one.
i've had a great time tonite. xD

sao tuan

2009-07-12T01:21:00.004+08:00

went sharon's house again.

and her little sister asked me to fold stars for her.

=='

cute girl.

i know im very kind xD

we had something like 'lian yi' at church and played games.

quite fun enough.

but hot also.

cause too many people inside.

T.T

only someone 'pro' like him can have this kind of handwriting

appreciation dinner 09 [take 2]

2009-07-12T00:39:00.011+08:00

woohh~

so busy uploading photos at midnight =='

vien ah vien

satisfied le eh?

hahax～

guys enjoy!

me n sing yee

miie n judith

ms lee~

vian n jac

jac n me

me n ariane

esther n ah vien

esther and me

judith n vien

esther n miie

vc n shi ming

me n shi ming

esther n nana

vien n lydia

graceie n miie

forever 5!!

woohoo!~

winnie and nana

best friends!

winnie n VC

winnie n me

bella n nana

me and bella

daph and bella

ah vien n bella

me and bella

ah vien and esther

me n esther

esther n nana

ah vien and esther

ah vien and daph

ah vien n jeak

ah vien n destiny

ah vien n tracy

ah vien n grace

me and lydia

me n nana

me and graceie

me and daph

me and ah vien

tracy!

me and jeak

me tracy n destiny

sponsor sponsor sponsor!

2009-07-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

we went out searching for sponsors yesterday.
some of them were sooo kind but some were nasty.
anyway,
our team collected quite much xD

T.T

2009-06-26T20:08:00.001+08:00

pity me!!
im forgotten!
i was left at the petrol station today.
funny hor.
its real.
it feels really bad.
T.T

what have we done?

2009-06-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

we went tuition today but not listening at all.

xD. naughty ho.

look what have we done.

by me**

'ma yi' stands for someone special~

memories

2009-06-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

i looked at those photo albums.
and found my childhood photos.
i then realized,
the prettiest is the naive one.
a child with a naive smile is just so pretty.
a lot more prettier than a teenager's.
and i found a photo,
with my uncle.
and suddenly missed him so much.
i love you, uncle.

daddy's day

2009-06-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

hmm.
king's day.
i took some photos but lazy upload.
muahaha.
woo~
cheeziie posted some photos we took together that day.
and i realized something.
my nose's not that flat.
piggy you're wrong.
=3.

nice enough?

prawns!

i don't know when did she take this.
pretty eyes? jk.
sharon's cute.
do you think there's another me?

costume day

2009-06-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

went for practice actually today.

but turned out wearing costumes xD

i love those costumes!

but saree's a bit inconvenience leh.

hard to walk :PP

feel like wearing a wedding dress.

muahahaaa.

k la.

stop talking.

just see. =]

saree!!

tennis girl xD

i love this!

friends forever~~

rainbow colour~

teacher's day

2009-06-19T19:38:00.015+08:00

there's teacher's day celebration in school today XD
and i stayed in class to help haha.
we moved the tables and decorated the blackboard.
i had chalk all over my skirt and i smeared some on my face--on purpose xP
at least our blackboard still can 'see' la.
but 3B's a lot more beautiful!
and 2A too!
the party ended and we had nowhere to go T.T
cause i've got activities in the afternoon :[
then just walk around lor.
and then went to the castle coffee house again.
sot liao.
we took photos after photos.
i bet the others must have think we are crazy.
i didnt eat anything and just sit there talking talking talking.
and then someone sang there.
nice owh! >.<

ours

mine

jia yon's

sharon's

the singer~

i love this view!

sobs!!

2009-06-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

out tuition teacher's not teaching le T.T
he's going to study 'teacher' =='
well..
he's not with us for too long.
maye two or three months.
but there's a feeling like..
unwilling to let him stop teaching us haha.
he's funny.
but still wish him good luck! xD

projects, projects and projects!

2009-06-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

eee..
i thought i need to pass up history project by today.
so i decided to staple and tape my project myself.
i brought it to school and did it with sharon.
muahaha xD
we DIY-ed it.
we thought it was easy.
but it was difficult.
cause our stapler is small!
it's impossible to staple 45 pages with a small one!
and then le..
we stapled them by separating them.
and then staple altogether =='
and then it ended up 'kolap'.
we taped it twice.
our substitute teacher must have thought we were loonies =='
stupid.

last day of holiday

2009-06-14T21:52:00.003+08:00

it's the last day of my holiday!
emm..
excited.
why?
cause i'm too boring at home.
haha.
i went for dancing practice again today and my teacher tought us some modern dance techniques.
kaka
and then we went stadium later for the dance for humanity event.
my friends went duty too.
there's also our school's brass band and lion dance performing XP
nice owh! >.<
but we didn't wait for the shows to finish cause there's a dinner.
my family was celebrating father's day =]
all dishes are sooo big =='
and in the end,
all tapao.
it's my second time applying mask on my face.
but i didn't know how much should i take and then end up 'stuck' them all on my face T.T
it was..
uncomfortable!!
eww!!

animals!

2009-06-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

i did my science peka at sharon's house together with alina today.
i can't do it earlier as the pictures are with sharon.
it's all about animals.
and there's a snake's picture for reptiles.
it's scary!
i really don't undersand.
why is there such thing as a snake would exist?
yuck!
i don't even dare to look nor touch the picture =='
i hate it.

=[

2009-06-12T17:29:00.002+08:00

damn sien today =[
everything's going wrong haih haih haihhh..
luckily there's still my giraffee..
wondering how are you today?

extraordinary!

2009-06-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

woohhoo~
i slept like a log until almost noon today haha >.<
and then just spent rest of the time online.
and then went to tuition.
and then my phone suddenly became very busy.
it just vibrated non-stop and its extraordinary to me--
ever since that day.
tee-hee :]

bad day

2009-06-10T22:17:00.004+08:00

our car's window got stuck again today and it visited the workshop twice!
what a troublesome =='
and i visited popular again.
ALONE again T.T
quite boring xia..
and then i was finally home lorr.
i was just looking for a picture for my blog title,
but it accidentally linked me to a website with wonderful layouts.
woo-hoo!
i tried to paste the link but failed T.T
then i have to DIY lor.
excited at the beginning but i grew more and more frustrated,
as i cant get the perfect color i want =[
and my blog's song kept repeat itself over and over again.
my anger flared but luckily it stop itself.
(don't ask me why. it's just like it knows what i'm thinking xP)
its now almost the thing i want la.
a little imperfect but at least it's satisfactory =3

hmm..

2009-06-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

happy cause i found another me haha=='
someone who's feeling almost same as me now.
but sad too.
cause my heart's falling sick once more.

=]

2009-06-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

i picked up some mangoes with daph after tuition today.
stupid =='
and we took photos again. XP

and this is taken with my sis xD
wooho~
our hair had the same length hahax :DD
finally finish all my history project ler!
haha =]
next target--geography project!

tired

2009-06-08T02:16:00.002+08:00

finally complete 80% of my history project!
i've been doing it since afternoon T.T
argh..
tired =='
finally can go to bed le..
wit an empty stomach =I

***

2009-06-07T00:38:00.005+08:00

i feel a lot more better and start doing those stupid projects
until now
and luckily
i still had a bar of chocolate to accompany me xD

[blank]

2009-06-06T10:50:00.003+08:00

i am a nobody
just like a fish without water
i've hurt another one
just like in the past
and i don't have any ideas on what to do
i'm even afraid to hear my phone to ring again now
my head is in a blurr
that i even forgot today is a saturday

training camp [take 2]

2009-06-05T17:59:00.015+08:00

oh well,

it's the last day of camp today.

i hoped it wouldn't end. T.T

we had marching together with everyone else and that was funny.

but though,

it was fun and reminded me of last year's annual parade.

we continued learning immo before luch time.

we had lunch at bak-kut-teh.

they served the meal so slow that we were afraid we would be late.

so peng called her mom to fetch us.

haha x)

luckily,

we made it back in time.

there was a bandaging relay and i was the reserve.

my job is just to untie the bandages and fold them.

wooh~

our gruop was in panic and most of them had tied 'death notes'.

luckily,

jason,

the judge,

let our ajks to help me.

i was not able to untie the death notes. T.T

in the end,

jason gve comments.
one of my ajks saw a hole in my pants (knee part owh~)

and pointed at it.

jason thought he wanted to ask:

how about her? any comments?

and jason said:

very fast.

and everyone laughed.

muahaha.

our group got the third prize.

in what?

i don't know also.

haha xD

some interesting pictures here =]

enjoy!

ru peng?

that's kfc n ah tun.

sing yee n me=]

shh..he's serious..

pity boy

quiet please!

shh..

there's my group xD

two silly guys..

:DD

cute?

he's doing push-ups..

adrian, the 'man' and jefferey.

yes. just prod there. [just kidding]

zoom in

ready..

go!!

woo~

cool~

jefferey~

the 'man'

that's tian hwa..

kfc again..

that's us! we got the third place =]

the third group i think? they've got the first prize.

the second group ba? and they got the second prize.

training camp [take 1]

2009-06-04T17:53:00.003+08:00

there's a training camp today,
and we had a lot of fun >.<
but we're suffering from sunburn.
haha!
and i had a dark V on below my neck now.
we learnt marching and then went for lunch.
some boys we're sitting behind us,
and i did something very childish wit my friend xD
we were playing miss calls with the others =='
but they didn't know it was us =P
we learnt first aid after lunch and that was really fun =]
im lovin' it.

helpp!

2009-06-03T14:06:00.002+08:00

im just feeling like falling into another quicksand,
i dont know how should i get up.
im going to drown.
it sounds silly but im just addicted.
maybe you will be in a blur when you read this but that's it.
no one is able to help me. T.T

sweet memories~

2009-05-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

my!

how time flies!
we had gathering today..
everyone seperated..
tat makes me feel that im a failure T.T..
but though, we managed to be with one of our teachers--ms lee!!
hahax^^
and then we walked and walked around in the mall..
just to buy sharon a present..
but dunno what to buy=='
and finally we found that she loved a..
'candy' necklace--that's what we called it..
i had three big apple donuts for lunch and they were Y-U-M-M-Y!

and..

CRISPY!
woo~

i wore the wrong shoes,
which made my feet sore..
but no choice..

just continue walking and walking haha=P

as there's still time..

so i suggested to go archery..

but i dunno how to get there..

weird hor!

so we had mr tommy to get us there..

we went up but miss alina's still downstairs..

she said to wanted to come up ALONE..

we insisted to get some boys to bring her up..

because there were some 'men' at the staircase..

and they looked 'dangerous' to us, girls**

and so,

there were only three of us left in the archery..

after the boys had gone to fetch miss alina again..

three girls!

oh my!

those 'men' stood outside the door and we got nervous=='

[we are cowards, aren't we?]

haha~

so i called miss alina and asked them to get back faster..

luckily,

they got back in a while..

phew~

and then,

i started shooting away those arrows..

pooff!!

i dont think i shot well =P

but at least i got yellow hor!

but i dunno where i shot the other arrows to..@@

haha xD

i had great fun today..

it may be an imperfect gathering,

but i felt really happy..

its always feeling so good to have my dear friends beside me~

thank you friends~

for giving me another sweet memory:DD

who is the burpday girl talking to?!

children nowadays ah..

always simply talk to strangers de bo!

and the grey shirt one!

jealous kar?

P.S. just kidding.

*left : miss sharon

*right: miss alina

stupid first time@@

2009-05-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

i went to sharon's cute lil' house today..
cause we're going to church later..
i had dinner there..
we had steamboat and that was nice!
(thx sharon's mummy..wakaka)
but..
i didnt know how to eat the prawn that sharon gave me..
lolx=='
weird hor me:P
and then sharon taught me how to 'deal' wit the prawn..
muahaha..
and we kept on laughing and laughing..
but noone knows whats going on..
and luckily her family didnt realise what were we doing exactly..
hahaha..
and finally!
i got the prawn..
in my mouth..
and that's a stupid 'first time' la! xD

lala~

2009-05-29T13:03:00.004+08:00

yeah!
exam's finaly over luu..
wakaka..
buai buaixx..
time to get my hair 'done'~
blek xD

ta-daa

2009-05-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

it's the last exam-day tomorrow!!
yipee!
but im stuck to my laptop==
ou ou..
time to leave here..
bahaa=]
jiayoux everyone~

crazy day

2009-05-13T18:15:00.006+08:00

uniform day in our school today..
i was late and i look stupid in my uniform..
after uniform checking by teachers, we were allowed to change into t shirts..
ouuu..
i was totally white haha..
white shirt and white trousers..
i went to my grandparents' house and my grandpa told me to do sth..
he cut some big leaves and told me to throw them away..
and of course..
i did sth very stupid..
my sis and i took photos with them!
haha!!

cute friends..

2009-05-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

awh!! he looks so cute today! >.<
hmm..
well..
we went to science lab today..
and my cute classmates almost burn out the science lab!
they burned away the whole box of matches and broke a beaker..
woo~~
and they were asked to pay for it..
lolx=="
happy day!

helloo there!

2009-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

hmm..
blogging for the first time..
quite fun..
hahax..
erm..
dunno what to write..
tat's all for now..
buaixx..